When will uue ever realise? .

ur the best (: thanks for everything that uue hav done to me (: greatly appreciated (:
Uue hav never listened to me before and why wont uue ever listen to me for once when i need uue to ? I dont want uue to get into any trouble wif anyone . why dont uue understand ? I m doing all this becos i dont want uue to be unhappy or get hurt by anybody . bout that GUY . I will get away from him asap . but give me alittle more time :( and to think that uue said this to me " i hate uue " together wif the "seriously" at the back . seriously i repeat/.

argh it kills

It feels like my heart is being chewed by bitterness and crushed , ouch and it's hurting my teeth . i feel so heavy at heart .. i want to so badly now to point a gun at my head and blast it off. i feel like tearing myself into pieces ( i m already torn into pieces , literally) i feel like kiiling him ! get away from her !!!! i hate uue ! ! ARGH !!!! I HATE UUE TO THE CORE OF MY HEART !. . get away from her before i kill uue . i f**king sw**r i would . and now... I feel like banging against the wall . i feel like jumping off the building . i feel like..a failure.and this is why i didnt dare to believe in it .... becos it always bring this god damn feeling to me . and it doesnt feel good at all .. worst still , no one understand how i feel . i want to be out of this world , it's miserable. it's killing me T.T no one believes me . oh how great . that's all for how i feel today . there's so much more horrible feelings i m having inside me . too much to say . adios ppl . bye bye . gracias. thanks for listening .

today , i lie on my bed for hours , trying to mend my broken hart . for uue to not believe in me really tore me apart . no wait. doubting me was the worst thing i had ever felt. i dont noe what else to say. because i really do love uue.

i think my cough is back again . damn .. losing my breath .

hellooo ... people ! i found that there are alot of ppls in this world who are assholes . sad much .

When a heart breaks , It don't break even .

and

Her best days will be some of my worst.

While i m wide awake she got no trouble sleeping .

Wad m i suppose to do when the best part of me is always wif uue

Wad m i suppose to say when i m all choked up and ur' okay.

I m falling to pieces .

and

they say bad things happen for a reason ,

but no wise words gonna stop the bleeding .

Cos she moved on and I'm still grieving . . .
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wad m i suppose to do?

I m still alive but I m barely breathing .

Wad's wrong wif uue?

Uue are freaking me out...

Ur words . . . They are so harsh T.T

If this goes on,

I will not be able to take it des . .

pLeAse. . . tell me wad's wrong...

I believe there is a reason t it.

losing my breathe, losing uue.

ARGHH....!

putting on a mask isnt gonna help uue. I suggest uue come clean with me

losing my breathe , losing uue

WWWAAAASEEEHH MANNN .... !!!
Attention all ppls on Earth !

Guess wad ...?
I came in 2nd for the x- country run lehs ppl :D Tthis is no joke , it's truue ! Lucky me huh.

RMB to congrats me arhs (:

the run was lyk hell sia , it's lyk a nvr ending . waal*o , den got this few idiots go and block the way when wE were running , den almost sprain my ankle again sia . .
but stilll ....

I m 2nd ! so proud of myself los . hehehehe :x haha! anyways , Congrats to those who hav got top 10 and to Anna and Adeline too ! JOB WELL DONE ! x) ohoh ... and also my darling . . . . . .DARREN !! NICE ONE ! COnGratx ! for getting first ~ (: lets all jiayous and make our class the sports champion CLass for this year too ^^ haha..

losing my breathe , losing uue.